I had the opportunity to work for two days in Idaho this week. I had babysitters lined up for the three days I'd be gone. After a day of being from home, I missed my family soo much! Today was my last day and I woke up to the alarm. I had another restless night's sleep but only had to work for about 4 hours so I knew I could make it. I didn't expect to get the call I did at 6:15 am...Tyler and Daddy were at the ER. Tyler had been throwing up all night and when Daddy called the pediatrician, he said to go. Can I tell you what a helpless feeling it is to be hours and hours away from your little one when they are sick? The ER took very good care of him. He was brave and didn't even flinch when they put in the IV to get some fluids in to him. Both nurses couldn't believe how good he was. That's my little boy - such a brave boy!
I quickly got ready and had to prepare myself for a day of training. It was not easy. I kept my cell phone on and took a couple of calls during the training, which the participants were very kind about! One even offered me her shoulder to cry on! I did that in the shower and will probably do it again tonight once I hold him in my arms.
They ran a couple of tests and everything came back fine. I have this feeling that I caused this because I'm gone and this is the longest we have been separated. Everyone tells me I'm crazy, but I can't help feeling like this.
So here I sit in Denver. I begged my way onto an earlier flight from Idaho Falls and am waiting for the next LA bound flight. I missed the last one by about 3 minutes! UGH!
I don't think I'll be traveling much for a while...at least not until I'm over this scare. Good thing they are so resilient...and thank you Tyler, for the new gray hairs! I'd missed them since I just got them all colored!